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I am who I am

An installation at the exhibition‭ ‬Mactub‭, ‬
the Museum of Islamic and Near Eastern Culture‭, ‬Beer Sheva‭, ‬curator‭: ‬Sharon Laor-Sirak‭ | ‬2016-2017

The installation is based on handwritten typography‭. ‬The sentence repeats over and over in a Mantric manner in two languages‭:

‬Hebrew‭ ) ‬אֶהְיֶה‭ ‬אֲשֶׁר‭ ‬אֶהְיֶה‭ (‬
Arabic‭ ( أهيه‭ ‬الذي‭ ‬أهيه‭ ). ‬

The original sentence appears in the Bible several times as one of many God's names‭. ‬Hebrew is not an unequivocal language‭, ‬therefore could be translated in many ways‭:‬

I will exist because I will exist‭ ‬
I exist because I exist
I am that I am
I am who I am
I will be who I will be
I am that which is exists

The interpretation of the current name of god is that he exists by himself for himself‭. ‬He is the creator who was not created‭. ‬He is independent of any force‭, ‬concept or entity‭.‬

The sentence is being used in the‭ ‬Kabbalah‭ ‬as a‭ ‬Mantra‭ ‬since the 13th century‭. ‬By repetition of it‭, ‬one can achieve exaltation to a higher levels of consciousness‭. ‬

The core of the project lies in the creation process‭; ‬an examination of the meditative state of mantric‭, ‬repetitive writing‭, ‬using an ancient writing technique‭ - ‬pen and ink‭.  ‬This is an exploration of the visual and spiritual differences between the two languages‭. ‬They are intertwined‭. ‬Together‭, ‬they create an organic pattern‭. ‬The weaving technique dismisses the fragility of the thin paper and turns it into a strong and stable object‭.‬

The subject of this artwork is as the nature of the written sentence‭; ‬an identity determination‭, ‬of a place‭, ‬of a collective and‭ ‬individual history‭. ‬The artwork reflects on a complexed relationship between two collective identities that share history and present reality‭, ‬in one geographical location‭ - ‬Israel‭ / ‬Palestine‭. ‬Both exist by themselves for themselves‭, ‬yearn for independent existence‭, ‬yet‭, ‬their history and identity are bind in an indivisible way‭. ‬Their relationship is fragile as the thin‭, ‬transparent paper‭. ‬The two languages interfere one another‭, ‬run over each other and disable each others readability‭. ‬And yet‭, ‬the combination of them creates a rich texture in an uniform‭, ‬strong and stable object‭.‬

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